Thursday, December 31, 2009

Saje-saje...satu kesedaran tibe dalam hati

Umm.....td aku borink yang teramat.Then, aq ade browse satu blog nie..It's all about kedewasaan.How life does.Urrgh..tibe2 aq sedar..cepat betoll mase berlalu.Tup2 aku dh sixteen.Umm...cepat kan.Mcm sekejap je.I went through 13 waktu biler kte rase sumer mende yang ade kat depan kte jauh jer.And then, went through 14 waktu ble kte rase kte dh dewasa although not.And went through 15, sumer yang mengajar kter erti hidup.All starts there.Ntahlah.Rase cam SPM lambat agik..tp ble kire2 sekejap je.Bagi aku sekejap dlm lame.

Byk bende yang nak ditempuh dlu before everything allright.Cube fikir, living for fifteen years pn dh susah, ni kan plak living for 109 years cam Edward Cullen lam novel Twilight tuh, lagilah.Haha...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Last Day of 2009.A very new life of new year!

Hey guys!...uhh...ouch..Alamak luper nak ckp..Assalamualaikum...hohow..So since I neglected this blog all over this CUTI! So I had revamp them.Look much nicer with that Music sheet! How cute..that what I think.Okay so..anybody feeling SAD now?? Today is the last day of 2009! Uwahh...after so many stories and so many things, finally kne tinggal gaks thun nieyh.Alhamdullilah..hajat aq thn 2009 ni TERCAPAI gak akhirnya.Huhu..terharu raser.

Umm....since tggl six days lagi sblm aq balik ke maktab..aq x nk sia2kan waktu niey! Nk bt mender best2 jerk! And then WHAMP....I realise this will be the last month I will be at MRSMPT tersayunk! Alala..cedey nyer.Kdg2 ade gk rser happy nk pg mktb laen tp yelah..PT niey kn tmpat aq memula blajar erti kehidupan yg HARU-BIRU niey.Hohoho

Umm...then aq realise lg...camane lak idoop aq akn jd plak ekk.Oh yea, td prgi shopping for stationaries sket.N then there aq jmpe ex-skulmate aq, Fahmi ..ala yg atlit tue.Aq bt2 unnotice dh dy bt gtu gak.Tp senang ckp..apesal bdk laki nie cpt sgt tinggi? Tinggi dow dy td! Tp body still athletic cam biase. Klau ade abs cam Taylor Lautner?? Haha...aq ske..kikiki..tp aq x ske un dy.Mse skola rndh, dy ade bbrape kali je skelas ngan aq n tyme drjah 6 dy class B.Tp...rmh sukan aq beruntung coz ader dy! hahaha.Itu yg no doubt..rite.

Then td, aq on kat facebook.Cam biase...aq ni x addict sgt ngn Facebook sumer tuh.Cam drop dead bored je sumer.Manusia kt dlm tu...ya Allah..sombong TERAMAT! Even my skullmate pun SOMBONK gak! n then tetibe adelah makhluk Allah tu mengigau..tetibe dtg n tnyer aq a thing about what to wear mse nk pg mktb nnty.Aku ni mcm..ehh bdk niey..x pnah2 baek ngan aq tetibe tnye aq just jwb gitu2 jelah.Aku bebetowl X SKE DY!

Umm...ape lagi erk..owh..Td dpt call from Milan Opt. Spectacles aq dh ceap.Esok nk pg ambk.Can't wait! huhu..Ok arhh aq chiaw dlu.Ade mse aku blog lg! Da!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Things to do after PMR

HuHu....so I am officially at home now.And not to forget, Nazrin thanks for following my blog.LOL..though, I'm not as good as you and congratulations for all your achievements.Its a standing ovation looking you taking those award.Anyway since I am now at home, I was extremely and deathly bored.At the same time I'm also excited for some reasons! huhu.No need to tell you that story.Okay...so I'm still thinking what do I want to do to kill my time during this long holidays.Still need time to think...~huh...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I should had known that our batch ended like this..so I can tell them to stop and just tell the teachers.Basicly, I'm sad about all of this.TEACHERS! THIS WAS ALL NOT OUR FAULT! PLEASE.....DO HEAR US! The form 2 are all BITCHES! Just go and die...so we can live in peace...I HATE ALL FORM 2! Ape arr kowank ni...gua benci arrh camnih.Pegi mampos dowh...senang idoOp kTeranG...KowanK ni SiAL tau X...SIAL! BoDo camTuh...wEi..kOraNk kLau iDoOp nyUsah kan Org...ApEsAl x MaMpOoS je??kan SenaNg...koRank jgn PaSan k...klau x PuaS idOop...gUa bLeh tLg maMpOoSkan..Nak??Wei..Gua tAu kOwRank ank owg KAYA...tapi Gua mau warN saMa lu....maK bAPaK lu yG kAyE..Lu..kaLau SaTu aRie nNty da aBis sUme hArtE tu...tP bOdOh cam SiaL x Gne gAk...MereMpat lah jwbnye...mAse tu, gUa akn GelAkkAn lu sMpAi gUa puas k.WeI, MaMpOos lA SIAL! SIAL...kecik2 x naK mAmPoOs bEsaR2 pRaNgAi sebIjIk cAm bInaTg yg bwe wbk H1N1! HuH!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

First Post

Heyyah....so basicly this is my first post afta PMR...well about the PMR...they were not bad...Yeah..not bad after all.Haha.After all the things..still can't believe that the PMR was now OVER and won't COME BACK! wuhhuu! So wat to do after this is, well I got 3 weeks of MIGTY, that stands for Mara Intergrated Gifted and Talented Youth programme and will be back home..and REST. I wish I could learn to play the guitar.Yeah I have one at home but don't know how to play it.Sad..isn't?haha.and so my mum asked me to learn driving.Crazy??Nope...really want too...haha.Auto car is not that hard though.And also..I got a list of Korean movies to watch.Haha.Now, watching Sad Love Song.Good story..yeah.Almost forget about my novel..gotta finish that too.Want to start on a new one, better one than Farah and Ikhmal love story..:P.LOL...I want to find names for the characters..coz I though I want to make it like..so much like there are twins..boys..one is the girl bf..and he's gone.No one knows that he had a twin..so one day he went to find the girl..to bring her to his parents..wasiat..segale2nya lah..and they fall in love..haha..:)..juz wait..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Apakah ini hidup?

Aku sering tertanya-tanya..apa lagi yg akn berlaku dalam hidup aku ini?Apakah ia akan berterusan dengan kepayahan yang kian hari kian mendewasakan aku.Mengajar aku erti hidup, yg penuh dan tidak lekang dari pancaroba.Hidup yang kdangkala aku rasakan dipenuhi dengan orang yang penuh kepura-puraan, di sekelilingku, yang seringkali kelihatan seperti mengejek akan kehadiran aku di muka bumi ini, yang kadangkala merasakan aku ini seperti suatu objek untuk dicebik dan dihina.Sesakit manapun luka yang ditanggung akn ku teruskn hidup ini.Aku akn buktikn pd dunia aku bknlh manusia lemah yg mudah diinjak2 dn dilakukn sesuka hati mereka.Aku buknlah perfect namn msh ada yg x faham2 yang x semua org dicipta perfect.Mungkin dia x sedar, merasakan dirinya serba perfect, lantas mengejk org2 yg pda hakikatnya lbh mnyedari akn hakikt kehidupan.Lantas, jalan yg kuambil wlpn sukar namun lbh mudah tnpa kata2 mereka....bersendirian lbh menyenangkn, luahkan semuanya dlm bntuk tulisan..itu lbh mudh.Segala yg aq tulis merupkan realiti dan impian aku suatu hari nanti..impianku utk berjaya, menjadi seorang doktor, graduated dr tnh seberang, London, mgkn(insyaallah), seorang novelis yang dikenali.Aku begitu ingin melakar kisah-kisah kehidupan ini, mencipta kehidupan2 yg pada realitinya, wujud, walau mustahil dilihat pada zahirnya.Namun, aku yakin wujudnya hidup sebegitu.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Counting days to...PMR

Uhuhu....waa I'm so afraid rite now! It was like about 90 days more to PMR!!! Help me....anyway..nothing special happening in my life....many of things,let downs, sad...that's all.Papa bought a new car..and was really happy.Haha...I was like zillion of times telling him to buy..and at last he bought the car!

sudahlah sudah,
ku harus pergi,
jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
biar ku bawa sluruh cintamu
ku dakap dalam tidur panjang ku

Aku suka lagu tu.....bermakna sangat..walaupun Tercipta Untukku still the best one.Haha.Apa erti hidup ni?Aku masih mencari-carinya.Walaupun sudah ku temu sedikit demi sedikit.Apasal emotional sangat nih...emm...

Monday, June 1, 2009

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Dunno wat to say

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you,
I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Song:Lucky by Colbie Caillat ft JAson Mraz...
Diz song said that they are lucky for falling in love with their bestfriend.Yeah...we are do lucky if the bestfriend like us back.BUt if not...for me, falling in love with a bestfriend is a worst way to love, because...yeah..some said..love which begins with friends is a true love..but once you broke up with the love...I don't think there's no more friendship between you..See..so...IDK....and if this happens to me....I'll just tell..and if he said okay...it is okay by me..and if not...I'll still be his friend

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Emo love...you can't think of anything rite than love!

As I go through my oldies blog in Myspace...I found this one..I knew it meant a lot to me so I stick em' here..so I won't neglecting what love is..eventhough it says that emo love

What is EMO Love?
..Emo love is leaving each other notes on skull and crossbones notebook paper.

emo love is having your hoodie collection double overnight...
... and getting to wear one that smells like the person you love.

Emo love is helping each other dye your hair when your roots get too long.

Emo love is not being afraid to share the same eyeliner pencil.

Emo love is absent-mindedly painting your love's toenails black while watching horror movies.

Emo love is driving around in the middle of the night, blasting Say Anything...
...and ending up at a diner sharing a plate of eggs and toast.

Emo love is fighting each other for a bit more of the Jack Skellington bed comforter.

Emo love is knitting a scarf in your love's favorite color...
...and giving it to him/her for no real reason.

Emo love is holding hands while watching your favorite band play live.

Emo love is not being afraid to cry in front of the person you love.

Emo love is having a special ringtone on your phone just for your love.

Emo love is giving the person you love a copy of your favorite book with highlighted phrases and dog-eared pages.

Emo love is sharing your iPod headphones while you're sitting at the laundromat together.

Emo love is gay, straight, or bisexual.

Emo love is special...
...but then again, what love isn't?

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Konvensyen Program Usahawan Muda at MRSM Serting Negeri Sembilan

Assalamualaikum..sorry I was away for a week.As I told you I was attending the Konvensyen of PUM MRSM se-Malaysia at MRSM Serting.It was a really pleasure thing going there.I got a lots and a lots of knowledge and experience..golden experience to be a better person in the future and also...friends.. emm..aku sebenarnya x berapa nak cekat nak cerita satu persatu peristiwa yang berlaku di situ.Hari Ahad..about 8.50 am...kami bertolak dari MRSM P.T kesayangan..ceh..syg konon.Macam biasa ape yg budak2 mrsm slalu bt kalu naik bas selain 'membuta'..tp aku susah sket nk dpt tidur coz aku tak penat.So ape yang aku buat ialah tgk lua tngkap and berfikir.





Kami sampai di pintu pgr mrsm Serting tepat kul 5.51 ptg..emm...msh ramai yg bru sampai waktu tu n aku pn x nyempat2 nk perhati org.Tapi, tobat aku kte..bdk2 MRSM ni sume mesra2.Aku bangga jd warga 'mara'.Aku,Akramah,Ada and Ana satu bilik AAB 15.Syarikat kami dpt gerai nombor 18 di kelas 5 At-Tabbrani di blok Rahman tak silap aku...satu kelas 2 syarikat.Bersebelahan syrikat kami, gerai nombor 19, syrkt MRSM Gerik...adillah..due2 lower form...due2 bdk form 3 sume.Emm..mlm kami pergi bncg mcm mane nk susun atur syarikat kami..decision dibuat..done.Aku cuba berckp ngan bdk-budak Gerik tp dorang nmpk mcm tak mesra lah..x pe cube lagi...kataku dlm brain.(Aku dh tekad nak tambah kawan...)





Hari Isnin...aku bgn kul 5.30 pg.Mandi..solat dan kemudian bersiap-siap untuk turun breakfast.Kami, all the girls, 8 org pergi sama-sama.Mula-mula masuk lagi aku dh jd semacam satu kejutan budaya..aik..tak buka kasut ke?aku bertanya diri sendiri..ahh..redah jelah..so kami masuk ke ds tanpa melakukan rutin kami jika di ds PT iaitu buka kasut.Aku tgk student2 mrsm lain..makan n makanan itu diletakkan dlm mangkuk.Aku dh send mesej dalam otak..ohh choco crunch timbang kot..oklah tu.TAPI anggapan aku slh...rupa2nya mihun goreng daa.Hmm...ambik jelah..air teh susu pn pelik je...Makan..ALAMAK! hangit lah...emm dugaan..inilah yg dinamakan pengalaman.Maunya dapat ke bdk2 PT makanan hangit...mengamuk sakanlah mereka..inilh masalah PT...kterang mcm terlalu dimanjakan.


Lepas breakfast terus kiteorang pergi ke gerai...kemas dan hias sperti yang dikehendaki.Masa-masa yang ada sepanjang hari itu dimanfaatkan utk hias gerai kerana esoknya ada penghakiman.Aku cuba lagi untuk bercakap dengan student Gerik..emm oklah..senang kate dorang memang pendiam.Yang laki perempuan sume same.Kecuali sorang student permpuan dia yang skarang ni dh jadi kwan aku..huhu.Mlm....kbnykkan gerai dh siap hias ramailah dr mrsm lain dtg jalan-jalan kat gerai kiteorang.Aku pun rase nak pergi lawat jugak..tapi..nanti-natilah dulu..aku tak puas lagi tengok sorang budak Gerik tuh..hekhek.So aku duduk...borak-borak..susun-atur mane tak puas hati and try jadi penyambut tetamu.Kecek Kelate SiKit!

Selasa...hari penghakiman.Debaran terasa.Aku jadi cashier..err..aku malas nak bercakap dgn judge lah..and....bdk tu pun jadi cashier gak..emm bialah..abaikan..perasaan mane ade yang boleh sekat.So judge dtg...Aleeya and Fariz yg present.Some of us pg business games.Supposednye Nazrin yg kne bt persembahan kat gerai tapi dia nak masuk business games.Biarlah dia...Slpas penghakiman aku and Sue pg lawat sume gerai yang ada kat ctu.All 41 MRSM's.Emm...mlm tu aku swoh Ana bagi buku nota aku kat budak2 Gerik swoh dowang tulis num fon.Eh lupe...pagi tu aku brjaya bercakap ngan bdk 'tu' and budak perempuan yang aku kate peramah tu.Name bdk pompuan tu pn aku tau tp name bdk 'tu' aku tak pasti sgt (dah tau skrang)..ok so I got their phone num! Finally!So aku trus mesej ngan bdk ppuan 2....


Rabu..aku, Sue,Zikri and Ja-e kne pg lwtan ke ladang kambing boer and Teratak Za'aba.Antara pengetahuan yang aku peroleh ialah...ladang kambing tersebut merupakan the biggest ladang kambing boer kat Malaysia.Bangga sekejap dpt pergi.Seekor kambing betina harga dalam lingkungan RM 2300 manakala kambing jantan dr RM 2500 hingga RM 50000..emm..perniagaan yang untung tapi bnyk cabaran.Bkn senang nak pelihara beratus-ratus ribu kambing tu..emm wallahuallam.Majlis penutup...grand giler! walaupun maktab kami x menggondol apa-apa anugerah tapi tak per...kami tetap berbangga menjadi antara 615 org yg hadiri national konvensyen ini.Syifa...gle skit malam niey...emm.


Khamis....x NAK BALIK!!!!! AKU STILL NAK DUDUK TEPI GERAI MRSM GERIK!huhu....aku ngan dy berbals kim salam...bole lah...bdk ppuan tu yg tlg sampaikan..aku pn tlg dy..emm..balik btolak kul 7.30 pg...aku ingt nk tgk student Gerik dlu tp x smpat...bialah....kami sedey...nk tgglkan bumi SERTING.Serting..panjang umur kita jumpa lagi! Will keep these memories deep in my heart.....


p.s. bnyk lg gambr...gi kat myspace aku tau....

Thursday, March 19, 2009

How Do You Sleep-Jesse McCartney ft Ludacris

As I checked You Tube just now, I saw the brand new video of How Do You Sleep jmac..The video was so hot!! lol...When I saw it I was just like OMG! The girls there was very lucky..what??he was the hottest guy lived! I bettcha go and check the vid.Here, I take some information from the net on him and his new video..daa

Jesse McCartney and Luda. The official music video for "How Do You Sleep?" Departure : Recharged in stores April 7, 2009 includes How Do You Sleep featuring Ludacris plus 4 new songs and all new photos!
"How Do You Sleep?" is the third single from pop singer Jesse McCartney's third studio album, "Departure".
McCartney said the following about collaborating with Ludacris: "I've been a fan of Luda's throughout his career and having him on this track was an amazing honor. He's innovative across the board and always brings the freshest lyrics to any track."
The video, guest-starring Sean Garrett and also Ludacris, captures Jesse driving his car through "the desert at high speeds, like 80, 90 mph, jumping in and out of cars, talking to different girls." "You have the Ludacris element, with me car-surfing on the hood on one of these old-school cars," Jesse previously told MTV during the shooting of the video. "And I said, 'As long as you have one of those old-school cars and big-ass chains in a video, I'm down.' ... What else do you want in a video?" Ludacris jokingly added, "Old-school cars, big-ass chains and hot women ... that's it! You don't need an explanation to that."


...they have it all in the music video and I was like..JESSE MAKIN STUNTS!! I hope I knew how to put video here, cause I never realise that I don't know how to do dat!! Anyway...I'll give you the link so it's easy for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bsXRqI1WbI . Yeah I had his songs..like fully albums in my Mp4....and yet..his fans..dun forget to buy his Departure-Recharged out April 7, 2009....includes his new HOT photos!!

Balik skewl n pg Serting...best2

HuHUE.....tomorrow I'll be back to ma skewl and won't be in class for one weeks because I'll go for the Program Usahawan Muda Konvensyen at MRSM Serting!! Cnnot wait to get there..but I'll missed everything in the net..I'll mis Demi, Jonas Brothers, Another Cinderella Story that I just started watch, We the Kings...Panic At the Disco (I haven't heard them for so long.....lol), MCR (did I mention..they became less attractive to me?)..and for sure I WANT TO BE IN CLASS AND STUDY FOR PMR!!!! Praise me please..praise me please...Lol...oh yah...I'll missed someone too...daa...I mean..my friend..don't misunderstand, okay.

My gang...drool and roll till cold! haha
Djah-ur sweet frenz..know ma feelin..thnx..I dunno how life without u..
Tim-u laugh at all my jokes...u make me laugh eventhough I'm not in a good mood...luv u gurl!
Balqis- we shared something great..remember?
P-ja- I wanna be like our old time...missed that time damn much...happy eva after with tht boy.k
Sha-Thx for accompany me fetching our bus home..though you alwys left me in the middle of the journey (coz ur house at psr mas and me tnh merah!)..hopefully we can find that cute boy again..haha
Farah- bowdak pelik yg comel..Farah bek..sorry..I borrowed ur highlite 2 years ago and never give it back....but..dh gnti kan?
Sue- We are twins..same burfday..but me a few minutes older than yah..Sue thnx..I know ur feeling when the girl took the boy u like.It happened to me all da time
Raihanah- Bdk Korea...we shared our stories..always..I like Yoo Rin!
Linda-emm Choral Speaking rules..ryte!!!...sorry I resigned...pnt lorh..Bahas lagik..pidato lagik..mak cik dh pnt!huhu
Puteri-Puteri comel!...huhu..dh tinggi lorh..x aci!!
Rubi-nk dgr Rubi sings dikir barat..I like the pic!huhu

La La Land - Demi Lovato

I am confident
ButI still have my moments
BabyThat's just me

I'm not a supermodel
I still eat McDonalds
BabyThat's just me
WellSome may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine(Machine)(Machine)
Who saidI can't wear my
Converse With my dress
Oh Baby
That's just me
Who said I can't be single
And have to
Go out and mingle
Baby
That's not me
No, no

Well
Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the sameI
n the La La Land

Tell me do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothing else is real
In the La La Land appeal

Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name

Well

Everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine
Well I'm not gonna changeI
n the La La Land Machine
I will stay the same
In the La La Land Machine
Machine
Machine
I won't change anything of my life
(I won't change anything of my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)

Lol...this song is so good...check it out at the bottom of the profile...shuffle it if it played other songs of Demi!!

I hate THAT THING

Uggh..I was so depressed and stressed and everything lah on this earth..Damn..I hate the boys at my school.They are suck.Can they left me alone and be who I want to be..cause I really hate you guys.Sape kowrank nk atur2 hidup aku.Ni diri aku..suka hati akulah nk hidup camane pn.It's not that you're gonna die if I did it like this or like that.What's your problem, actually.Did I did anything wrong?As far as I know..I tried and tried not to care about you, boys! but what did I get??I think it's just a waste of time..dahlah...aku malas cari pasal key....please lah..dhlah diz year nak PMR..sdr sket..plzzz

Friday, March 6, 2009

Life.................

Sometimes..I tend to think..how cruel this life is...and everytime I think of that all of my spirit goes.I don't have any guts to stay alive eventhough there are lots and lots of things make me want to live.Sometimes I would like to be a kid again, crying without a reason, laughing whenever I wants..so nobody can call me crazy.Nobody will care about how do I dress, what do I wear..what I want to do..where I would like to go...nobody.I want some respect from the people.Not that much..at least a little so I can have some privacy on...I want that..and I want people to know that I hate them being them...the way they treat people.

Monday, January 26, 2009

School sucks!!

As I go through my cousin's blog,(Fatin)..she mentioned that school sucks.For me...I TOTALLY agree with her...and I'm staying in a boarding school! It's more suck than the daily school.Really sucks guys!I don't know what else to do there except study,study and more study.The rules there made me mad!uggh.....enough babbling..I have to go...I need too go to HEAVEN!!See yah..I wanna go and watch some eps of Summerland..watch Jesse Mccartney before back to the jail...daa!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Let The Love Begins..

Yeah..since Imma at home now..my all time work is watching da tv,playing da comp and music (oh yeah..I left homework..did I say to you all that I just did it rite now?).So this about a Philliphines movie I just saw today at Astro Kirana.The tajuk says, "Let the Love Begins" yeah the movie is really-really good.I love them all (and yeah..especially the hero in the movie) although the heroine look a bit old for the hero but the movie is very2 romantik la! So the hero is..well for those who really-really knows and like Philliphines movies and such....you might know this boy! Richard Gutierrez (yeah..it's a lil harder to spell his name) He's really cute!

Maybe the reason I made this blog just because of him.To babbling something..yeah..you know I like talkin a lots!Well what I can say is..I think he's the Asian Jesse McCartney.They look alike alots!And I really-really like diz two guys!!!
















This is Richard Gutierrez and this is my loveable Jesse Mccartney...luv emm!

A Hope For The Year

I just hope I'll get 8A's for my PMR...it's gonna be a year full of stressfull yelarh....manusia ni...can't they just shut their fucking mouth shut! We know and we are gonna do it elok2..not just play wit it...We know we have to beat the fuckable sis and bro's and bt mrsm neyh dpt no 1 in the senarai of all mrsm's...duh...and why they have the pra form 4 here..can't they just go from showing their damn face here.....I know u guys got 8A's n so whatever...don't do the school like it's your tok nenek pnye skewl okay!! Remember...you guys just the 'ex' of MRSM Pee Tee...soo..don't over perasan...

Oh yeah...about homework..I have like tons!! of them and it's once again..stressfull.In a months or two the teacher's will starts giving us tuition and more and life will be more good if we are in jail! I don't even have time to socialize with my friends..and yeah..I wanna bring muh phone to school!!! Wtf!! can't we bring our Mp4 here??Ugh...the teachers are really2 need us to teach them on how's life without tv's,computer's(though there some in the library, but they are fuckingly slow!Feelin like sleeping to wait them surf into sumtink),music and such.They are bored!!Hear we say..BORED!!