As I go through my oldies blog in Myspace...I found this one..I knew it meant a lot to me so I stick em' here..so I won't neglecting what love is..eventhough it says that emo love
What is EMO Love?
..Emo love is leaving each other notes on skull and crossbones notebook paper.
emo love is having your hoodie collection double overnight...
... and getting to wear one that smells like the person you love.
Emo love is helping each other dye your hair when your roots get too long.
Emo love is not being afraid to share the same eyeliner pencil.
Emo love is absent-mindedly painting your love's toenails black while watching horror movies.
Emo love is driving around in the middle of the night, blasting Say Anything...
...and ending up at a diner sharing a plate of eggs and toast.
Emo love is fighting each other for a bit more of the Jack Skellington bed comforter.
Emo love is knitting a scarf in your love's favorite color...
...and giving it to him/her for no real reason.
Emo love is holding hands while watching your favorite band play live.
Emo love is not being afraid to cry in front of the person you love.
Emo love is having a special ringtone on your phone just for your love.
Emo love is giving the person you love a copy of your favorite book with highlighted phrases and dog-eared pages.
Emo love is sharing your iPod headphones while you're sitting at the laundromat together.
Emo love is gay, straight, or bisexual.
Emo love is special...
...but then again, what love isn't?
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Konvensyen Program Usahawan Muda at MRSM Serting Negeri Sembilan
Assalamualaikum..sorry I was away for a week.As I told you I was attending the Konvensyen of PUM MRSM se-Malaysia at MRSM Serting.It was a really pleasure thing going there.I got a lots and a lots of knowledge and experience..golden experience to be a better person in the future and also...friends.. emm..aku sebenarnya x berapa nak cekat nak cerita satu persatu peristiwa yang berlaku di situ.Hari Ahad..about 8.50 am...kami bertolak dari MRSM P.T kesayangan..ceh..syg konon.Macam biasa ape yg budak2 mrsm slalu bt kalu naik bas selain 'membuta'..tp aku susah sket nk dpt tidur coz aku tak penat.So ape yang aku buat ialah tgk lua tngkap and berfikir.
Kami sampai di pintu pgr mrsm Serting tepat kul 5.51 ptg..emm...msh ramai yg bru sampai waktu tu n aku pn x nyempat2 nk perhati org.Tapi, tobat aku kte..bdk2 MRSM ni sume mesra2.Aku bangga jd warga 'mara'.Aku,Akramah,Ada and Ana satu bilik AAB 15.Syarikat kami dpt gerai nombor 18 di kelas 5 At-Tabbrani di blok Rahman tak silap aku...satu kelas 2 syarikat.Bersebelahan syrikat kami, gerai nombor 19, syrkt MRSM Gerik...adillah..due2 lower form...due2 bdk form 3 sume.Emm..mlm kami pergi bncg mcm mane nk susun atur syarikat kami..decision dibuat..done.Aku cuba berckp ngan bdk-budak Gerik tp dorang nmpk mcm tak mesra lah..x pe cube lagi...kataku dlm brain.(Aku dh tekad nak tambah kawan...)
Hari Isnin...aku bgn kul 5.30 pg.Mandi..solat dan kemudian bersiap-siap untuk turun breakfast.Kami, all the girls, 8 org pergi sama-sama.Mula-mula masuk lagi aku dh jd semacam satu kejutan budaya..aik..tak buka kasut ke?aku bertanya diri sendiri..ahh..redah jelah..so kami masuk ke ds tanpa melakukan rutin kami jika di ds PT iaitu buka kasut.Aku tgk student2 mrsm lain..makan n makanan itu diletakkan dlm mangkuk.Aku dh send mesej dalam otak..ohh choco crunch timbang kot..oklah tu.TAPI anggapan aku slh...rupa2nya mihun goreng daa.Hmm...ambik jelah..air teh susu pn pelik je...Makan..ALAMAK! hangit lah...emm dugaan..inilah yg dinamakan pengalaman.Maunya dapat ke bdk2 PT makanan hangit...mengamuk sakanlah mereka..inilh masalah PT...kterang mcm terlalu dimanjakan.Lepas breakfast terus kiteorang pergi ke gerai...kemas dan hias sperti yang dikehendaki.Masa-masa yang ada sepanjang hari itu dimanfaatkan utk hias gerai kerana esoknya ada penghakiman.Aku cuba lagi untuk bercakap dengan student Gerik..emm oklah..senang kate dorang memang pendiam.Yang laki perempuan sume same.Kecuali sorang student permpuan dia yang skarang ni dh jadi kwan aku..huhu.Mlm....kbnykkan gerai dh siap hias ramailah dr mrsm lain dtg jalan-jalan kat gerai kiteorang.Aku pun rase nak pergi lawat jugak..tapi..nanti-natilah dulu..aku tak puas lagi tengok sorang budak Gerik tuh..hekhek.So aku duduk...borak-borak..susun-atur mane tak puas hati and try jadi penyambut tetamu.Kecek Kelate SiKit!
Selasa...hari penghakiman.Debaran terasa.Aku jadi cashier..err..aku malas nak bercakap dgn judge lah..and....bdk tu pun jadi cashier gak..emm bialah..abaikan..perasaan mane ade yang boleh sekat.So judge dtg...Aleeya and Fariz yg present.Some of us pg business games.Supposednye Nazrin yg kne bt persembahan kat gerai tapi dia nak masuk business games.Biarlah dia...Slpas penghakiman aku and Sue pg lawat sume gerai yang ada kat ctu.All 41 MRSM's.Emm...mlm tu aku swoh Ana bagi buku nota aku kat budak2 Gerik swoh dowang tulis num fon.Eh lupe...pagi tu aku brjaya bercakap ngan bdk 'tu' and budak perempuan yang aku kate peramah tu.Name bdk pompuan tu pn aku tau tp name bdk 'tu' aku tak pasti sgt (dah tau skrang)..ok so I got their phone num! Finally!So aku trus mesej ngan bdk ppuan 2....
Rabu..aku, Sue,Zikri and Ja-e kne pg lwtan ke ladang kambing boer and Teratak Za'aba.Antara pengetahuan yang aku peroleh ialah...ladang kambing tersebut merupakan the biggest ladang kambing boer kat Malaysia.Bangga sekejap dpt pergi.Seekor kambing betina harga dalam lingkungan RM 2300 manakala kambing jantan dr RM 2500 hingga RM 50000..emm..perniagaan yang untung tapi bnyk cabaran.Bkn senang nak pelihara beratus-ratus ribu kambing tu..emm wallahuallam.Majlis penutup...grand giler! walaupun maktab kami x menggondol apa-apa anugerah tapi tak per...kami tetap berbangga menjadi antara 615 org yg hadiri national konvensyen ini.Syifa...gle skit malam niey...emm.
Khamis....x NAK BALIK!!!!! AKU STILL NAK DUDUK TEPI GERAI MRSM GERIK!huhu....aku ngan dy berbals kim salam...bole lah...bdk ppuan tu yg tlg sampaikan..aku pn tlg dy..emm..balik btolak kul 7.30 pg...aku ingt nk tgk student Gerik dlu tp x smpat...bialah....kami sedey...nk tgglkan bumi SERTING.Serting..panjang umur kita jumpa lagi! Will keep these memories deep in my heart.....
p.s. bnyk lg gambr...gi kat myspace aku tau....
Thursday, March 19, 2009
How Do You Sleep-Jesse McCartney ft Ludacris
As I checked You Tube just now, I saw the brand new video of How Do You Sleep jmac..The video was so hot!! lol...When I saw it I was just like OMG! The girls there was very lucky..what??he was the hottest guy lived! I bettcha go and check the vid.Here, I take some information from the net on him and his new video..daa
Jesse McCartney and Luda. The official music video for "How Do You Sleep?" Departure : Recharged in stores April 7, 2009 includes How Do You Sleep featuring Ludacris plus 4 new songs and all new photos!
"How Do You Sleep?" is the third single from pop singer Jesse McCartney's third studio album, "Departure".
McCartney said the following about collaborating with Ludacris: "I've been a fan of Luda's throughout his career and having him on this track was an amazing honor. He's innovative across the board and always brings the freshest lyrics to any track."
The video, guest-starring Sean Garrett and also Ludacris, captures Jesse driving his car through "the desert at high speeds, like 80, 90 mph, jumping in and out of cars, talking to different girls." "You have the Ludacris element, with me car-surfing on the hood on one of these old-school cars," Jesse previously told MTV during the shooting of the video. "And I said, 'As long as you have one of those old-school cars and big-ass chains in a video, I'm down.' ... What else do you want in a video?" Ludacris jokingly added, "Old-school cars, big-ass chains and hot women ... that's it! You don't need an explanation to that."
...they have it all in the music video and I was like..JESSE MAKIN STUNTS!! I hope I knew how to put video here, cause I never realise that I don't know how to do dat!! Anyway...I'll give you the link so it's easy for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bsXRqI1WbI . Yeah I had his songs..like fully albums in my Mp4....and yet..his fans..dun forget to buy his Departure-Recharged out April 7, 2009....includes his new HOT photos!!
Jesse McCartney and Luda. The official music video for "How Do You Sleep?" Departure : Recharged in stores April 7, 2009 includes How Do You Sleep featuring Ludacris plus 4 new songs and all new photos!
"How Do You Sleep?" is the third single from pop singer Jesse McCartney's third studio album, "Departure".
McCartney said the following about collaborating with Ludacris: "I've been a fan of Luda's throughout his career and having him on this track was an amazing honor. He's innovative across the board and always brings the freshest lyrics to any track."
The video, guest-starring Sean Garrett and also Ludacris, captures Jesse driving his car through "the desert at high speeds, like 80, 90 mph, jumping in and out of cars, talking to different girls." "You have the Ludacris element, with me car-surfing on the hood on one of these old-school cars," Jesse previously told MTV during the shooting of the video. "And I said, 'As long as you have one of those old-school cars and big-ass chains in a video, I'm down.' ... What else do you want in a video?" Ludacris jokingly added, "Old-school cars, big-ass chains and hot women ... that's it! You don't need an explanation to that."
...they have it all in the music video and I was like..JESSE MAKIN STUNTS!! I hope I knew how to put video here, cause I never realise that I don't know how to do dat!! Anyway...I'll give you the link so it's easy for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bsXRqI1WbI . Yeah I had his songs..like fully albums in my Mp4....and yet..his fans..dun forget to buy his Departure-Recharged out April 7, 2009....includes his new HOT photos!!
Balik skewl n pg Serting...best2
HuHUE.....tomorrow I'll be back to ma skewl and won't be in class for one weeks because I'll go for the Program Usahawan Muda Konvensyen at MRSM Serting!! Cnnot wait to get there..but I'll missed everything in the net..I'll mis Demi, Jonas Brothers, Another Cinderella Story that I just started watch, We the Kings...Panic At the Disco (I haven't heard them for so long.....lol), MCR (did I mention..they became less attractive to me?)..and for sure I WANT TO BE IN CLASS AND STUDY FOR PMR!!!! Praise me please..praise me please...Lol...oh yah...I'll missed someone too...daa...I mean..my friend..don't misunderstand, okay.
My gang...drool and roll till cold! haha
Djah-ur sweet frenz..know ma feelin..thnx..I dunno how life without u..
Tim-u laugh at all my jokes...u make me laugh eventhough I'm not in a good mood...luv u gurl!
Balqis- we shared something great..remember?
P-ja- I wanna be like our old time...missed that time damn much...happy eva after with tht boy.k
Sha-Thx for accompany me fetching our bus home..though you alwys left me in the middle of the journey (coz ur house at psr mas and me tnh merah!)..hopefully we can find that cute boy again..haha
Farah- bowdak pelik yg comel..Farah bek..sorry..I borrowed ur highlite 2 years ago and never give it back....but..dh gnti kan?
Sue- We are twins..same burfday..but me a few minutes older than yah..Sue thnx..I know ur feeling when the girl took the boy u like.It happened to me all da time
Raihanah- Bdk Korea...we shared our stories..always..I like Yoo Rin!
Linda-emm Choral Speaking rules..ryte!!!...sorry I resigned...pnt lorh..Bahas lagik..pidato lagik..mak cik dh pnt!huhu
Puteri-Puteri comel!...huhu..dh tinggi lorh..x aci!!
Rubi-nk dgr Rubi sings dikir barat..I like the pic!huhu
My gang...drool and roll till cold! haha
Djah-ur sweet frenz..know ma feelin..thnx..I dunno how life without u..
Tim-u laugh at all my jokes...u make me laugh eventhough I'm not in a good mood...luv u gurl!
Balqis- we shared something great..remember?
P-ja- I wanna be like our old time...missed that time damn much...happy eva after with tht boy.k
Sha-Thx for accompany me fetching our bus home..though you alwys left me in the middle of the journey (coz ur house at psr mas and me tnh merah!)..hopefully we can find that cute boy again..haha
Farah- bowdak pelik yg comel..Farah bek..sorry..I borrowed ur highlite 2 years ago and never give it back....but..dh gnti kan?
Sue- We are twins..same burfday..but me a few minutes older than yah..Sue thnx..I know ur feeling when the girl took the boy u like.It happened to me all da time
Raihanah- Bdk Korea...we shared our stories..always..I like Yoo Rin!
Linda-emm Choral Speaking rules..ryte!!!...sorry I resigned...pnt lorh..Bahas lagik..pidato lagik..mak cik dh pnt!huhu
Puteri-Puteri comel!...huhu..dh tinggi lorh..x aci!!
Rubi-nk dgr Rubi sings dikir barat..I like the pic!huhu
La La Land - Demi Lovato
I am confident
ButI still have my moments
BabyThat's just me
I'm not a supermodel
I still eat McDonalds
BabyThat's just me
WellSome may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine(Machine)(Machine)
Who saidI can't wear my
Converse With my dress
Oh Baby
That's just me
Who said I can't be single
And have to
Go out and mingle
Baby
That's not me
No, no
Well
Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the sameI
n the La La Land
Tell me do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothing else is real
In the La La Land appeal
Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well
Everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine
Well I'm not gonna changeI
n the La La Land Machine
I will stay the same
In the La La Land Machine
Machine
Machine
I won't change anything of my life
(I won't change anything of my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)
Lol...this song is so good...check it out at the bottom of the profile...shuffle it if it played other songs of Demi!!
ButI still have my moments
BabyThat's just me
I'm not a supermodel
I still eat McDonalds
BabyThat's just me
WellSome may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine(Machine)(Machine)
Who saidI can't wear my
Converse With my dress
Oh Baby
That's just me
Who said I can't be single
And have to
Go out and mingle
Baby
That's not me
No, no
Well
Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well everything's the sameI
n the La La Land
Tell me do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothing else is real
In the La La Land appeal
Some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start
And where I made my name
Well
Everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine
Well I'm not gonna changeI
n the La La Land Machine
I will stay the same
In the La La Land Machine
Machine
Machine
I won't change anything of my life
(I won't change anything of my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)
Lol...this song is so good...check it out at the bottom of the profile...shuffle it if it played other songs of Demi!!
I hate THAT THING
Uggh..I was so depressed and stressed and everything lah on this earth..Damn..I hate the boys at my school.They are suck.Can they left me alone and be who I want to be..cause I really hate you guys.Sape kowrank nk atur2 hidup aku.Ni diri aku..suka hati akulah nk hidup camane pn.It's not that you're gonna die if I did it like this or like that.What's your problem, actually.Did I did anything wrong?As far as I know..I tried and tried not to care about you, boys! but what did I get??I think it's just a waste of time..dahlah...aku malas cari pasal key....please lah..dhlah diz year nak PMR..sdr sket..plzzz
Friday, March 6, 2009
Life.................
Sometimes..I tend to think..how cruel this life is...and everytime I think of that all of my spirit goes.I don't have any guts to stay alive eventhough there are lots and lots of things make me want to live.Sometimes I would like to be a kid again, crying without a reason, laughing whenever I wants..so nobody can call me crazy.Nobody will care about how do I dress, what do I wear..what I want to do..where I would like to go...nobody.I want some respect from the people.Not that much..at least a little so I can have some privacy on...I want that..and I want people to know that I hate them being them...the way they treat people.
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