Friday, November 13, 2009

Things to do after PMR

HuHu....so I am officially at home now.And not to forget, Nazrin thanks for following my blog.LOL..though, I'm not as good as you and congratulations for all your achievements.Its a standing ovation looking you taking those award.Anyway since I am now at home, I was extremely and deathly bored.At the same time I'm also excited for some reasons! huhu.No need to tell you that story.Okay...so I'm still thinking what do I want to do to kill my time during this long holidays.Still need time to think...~huh...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I should had known that our batch ended like this..so I can tell them to stop and just tell the teachers.Basicly, I'm sad about all of this.TEACHERS! THIS WAS ALL NOT OUR FAULT! PLEASE.....DO HEAR US! The form 2 are all BITCHES! Just go and die...so we can live in peace...I HATE ALL FORM 2! Ape arr kowank ni...gua benci arrh camnih.Pegi mampos dowh...senang idoOp kTeranG...KowanK ni SiAL tau X...SIAL! BoDo camTuh...wEi..kOraNk kLau iDoOp nyUsah kan Org...ApEsAl x MaMpOoS je??kan SenaNg...koRank jgn PaSan k...klau x PuaS idOop...gUa bLeh tLg maMpOoSkan..Nak??Wei..Gua tAu kOwRank ank owg KAYA...tapi Gua mau warN saMa lu....maK bAPaK lu yG kAyE..Lu..kaLau SaTu aRie nNty da aBis sUme hArtE tu...tP bOdOh cam SiaL x Gne gAk...MereMpat lah jwbnye...mAse tu, gUa akn GelAkkAn lu sMpAi gUa puas k.WeI, MaMpOos lA SIAL! SIAL...kecik2 x naK mAmPoOs bEsaR2 pRaNgAi sebIjIk cAm bInaTg yg bwe wbk H1N1! HuH!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

First Post

Heyyah....so basicly this is my first post afta PMR...well about the PMR...they were not bad...Yeah..not bad after all.Haha.After all the things..still can't believe that the PMR was now OVER and won't COME BACK! wuhhuu! So wat to do after this is, well I got 3 weeks of MIGTY, that stands for Mara Intergrated Gifted and Talented Youth programme and will be back home..and REST. I wish I could learn to play the guitar.Yeah I have one at home but don't know how to play it.Sad..isn't?haha.and so my mum asked me to learn driving.Crazy??Nope...really want too...haha.Auto car is not that hard though.And also..I got a list of Korean movies to watch.Haha.Now, watching Sad Love Song.Good story..yeah.Almost forget about my novel..gotta finish that too.Want to start on a new one, better one than Farah and Ikhmal love story..:P.LOL...I want to find names for the characters..coz I though I want to make it like..so much like there are twins..boys..one is the girl bf..and he's gone.No one knows that he had a twin..so one day he went to find the girl..to bring her to his parents..wasiat..segale2nya lah..and they fall in love..haha..:)..juz wait..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Apakah ini hidup?

Aku sering tertanya-tanya..apa lagi yg akn berlaku dalam hidup aku ini?Apakah ia akan berterusan dengan kepayahan yang kian hari kian mendewasakan aku.Mengajar aku erti hidup, yg penuh dan tidak lekang dari pancaroba.Hidup yang kdangkala aku rasakan dipenuhi dengan orang yang penuh kepura-puraan, di sekelilingku, yang seringkali kelihatan seperti mengejek akan kehadiran aku di muka bumi ini, yang kadangkala merasakan aku ini seperti suatu objek untuk dicebik dan dihina.Sesakit manapun luka yang ditanggung akn ku teruskn hidup ini.Aku akn buktikn pd dunia aku bknlh manusia lemah yg mudah diinjak2 dn dilakukn sesuka hati mereka.Aku buknlah perfect namn msh ada yg x faham2 yang x semua org dicipta perfect.Mungkin dia x sedar, merasakan dirinya serba perfect, lantas mengejk org2 yg pda hakikatnya lbh mnyedari akn hakikt kehidupan.Lantas, jalan yg kuambil wlpn sukar namun lbh mudah tnpa kata2 mereka....bersendirian lbh menyenangkn, luahkan semuanya dlm bntuk tulisan..itu lbh mudh.Segala yg aq tulis merupkan realiti dan impian aku suatu hari nanti..impianku utk berjaya, menjadi seorang doktor, graduated dr tnh seberang, London, mgkn(insyaallah), seorang novelis yang dikenali.Aku begitu ingin melakar kisah-kisah kehidupan ini, mencipta kehidupan2 yg pada realitinya, wujud, walau mustahil dilihat pada zahirnya.Namun, aku yakin wujudnya hidup sebegitu.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Counting days to...PMR

Uhuhu....waa I'm so afraid rite now! It was like about 90 days more to PMR!!! Help me....anyway..nothing special happening in my life....many of things,let downs, sad...that's all.Papa bought a new car..and was really happy.Haha...I was like zillion of times telling him to buy..and at last he bought the car!

sudahlah sudah,
ku harus pergi,
jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
biar ku bawa sluruh cintamu
ku dakap dalam tidur panjang ku

Aku suka lagu tu.....bermakna sangat..walaupun Tercipta Untukku still the best one.Haha.Apa erti hidup ni?Aku masih mencari-carinya.Walaupun sudah ku temu sedikit demi sedikit.Apasal emotional sangat nih...emm...

Monday, June 1, 2009

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Dunno wat to say

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you,
I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Song:Lucky by Colbie Caillat ft JAson Mraz...
Diz song said that they are lucky for falling in love with their bestfriend.Yeah...we are do lucky if the bestfriend like us back.BUt if not...for me, falling in love with a bestfriend is a worst way to love, because...yeah..some said..love which begins with friends is a true love..but once you broke up with the love...I don't think there's no more friendship between you..See..so...IDK....and if this happens to me....I'll just tell..and if he said okay...it is okay by me..and if not...I'll still be his friend