First Post

Heyyah....so basicly this is my first post afta PMR...well about the PMR...they were not bad...Yeah..not bad after all.Haha.After all the things..still can't believe that the PMR was now OVER and won't COME BACK! wuhhuu! So wat to do after this is, well I got 3 weeks of MIGTY, that stands for Mara Intergrated Gifted and Talented Youth programme and will be back home..and REST. I wish I could learn to play the guitar.Yeah I have one at home but don't know how to play it.Sad..isn't?haha.and so my mum asked me to learn driving.Crazy??Nope...really want too...haha.Auto car is not that hard though.And also..I got a list of Korean movies to watch.Haha.Now, watching Sad Love Song.Good story..yeah.Almost forget about my novel..gotta finish that too.Want to start on a new one, better one than Farah and Ikhmal love story..:P.LOL...I want to find names for the characters..coz I though I want to make it like..so much like there are twins..boys..one is the girl bf..and he's gone.No one knows that he had a twin..so one day he went to find the girl..to bring her to his parents..wasiat..segale2nya lah..and they fall in love..haha..:)..juz wait..

Apakah ini hidup?

Aku sering tertanya-tanya..apa lagi yg akn berlaku dalam hidup aku ini?Apakah ia akan berterusan dengan kepayahan yang kian hari kian mendewasakan aku.Mengajar aku erti hidup, yg penuh dan tidak lekang dari pancaroba.Hidup yang kdangkala aku rasakan dipenuhi dengan orang yang penuh kepura-puraan, di sekelilingku, yang seringkali kelihatan seperti mengejek akan kehadiran aku di muka bumi ini, yang kadangkala merasakan aku ini seperti suatu objek untuk dicebik dan dihina.Sesakit manapun luka yang ditanggung akn ku teruskn hidup ini.Aku akn buktikn pd dunia aku bknlh manusia lemah yg mudah diinjak2 dn dilakukn sesuka hati mereka.Aku buknlah perfect namn msh ada yg x faham2 yang x semua org dicipta perfect.Mungkin dia x sedar, merasakan dirinya serba perfect, lantas mengejk org2 yg pda hakikatnya lbh mnyedari akn hakikt kehidupan.Lantas, jalan yg kuambil wlpn sukar namun lbh mudah tnpa kata2 mereka....bersendirian lbh menyenangkn, luahkan semuanya dlm bntuk tulisan..itu lbh mudh.Segala yg aq tulis merupkan realiti dan impian aku suatu hari nanti..impianku utk berjaya, menjadi seorang doktor, graduated dr tnh seberang, London, mgkn(insyaallah), seorang novelis yang dikenali.Aku begitu ingin melakar kisah-kisah kehidupan ini, mencipta kehidupan2 yg pada realitinya, wujud, walau mustahil dilihat pada zahirnya.Namun, aku yakin wujudnya hidup sebegitu.

Counting days to...PMR

Uhuhu....waa I'm so afraid rite now! It was like about 90 days more to PMR!!! Help me....anyway..nothing special happening in my life....many of things,let downs, sad...that's all.Papa bought a new car..and was really happy.Haha...I was like zillion of times telling him to buy..and at last he bought the car!

sudahlah sudah,
ku harus pergi,
jangan kau tangisi aku lagi
biar ku bawa sluruh cintamu
ku dakap dalam tidur panjang ku

Aku suka lagu tu.....bermakna sangat..walaupun Tercipta Untukku still the best one.Haha.Apa erti hidup ni?Aku masih mencari-carinya.Walaupun sudah ku temu sedikit demi sedikit.Apasal emotional sangat nih...emm...

Horoskop

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

Dunno wat to say

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you,
I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Song:Lucky by Colbie Caillat ft JAson Mraz...
Diz song said that they are lucky for falling in love with their bestfriend.Yeah...we are do lucky if the bestfriend like us back.BUt if not...for me, falling in love with a bestfriend is a worst way to love, because...yeah..some said..love which begins with friends is a true love..but once you broke up with the love...I don't think there's no more friendship between you..See..so...IDK....and if this happens to me....I'll just tell..and if he said okay...it is okay by me..and if not...I'll still be his friend

Emo love...you can't think of anything rite than love!

As I go through my oldies blog in Myspace...I found this one..I knew it meant a lot to me so I stick em' here..so I won't neglecting what love is..eventhough it says that emo love

What is EMO Love?
..Emo love is leaving each other notes on skull and crossbones notebook paper.

emo love is having your hoodie collection double overnight...
... and getting to wear one that smells like the person you love.

Emo love is helping each other dye your hair when your roots get too long.

Emo love is not being afraid to share the same eyeliner pencil.

Emo love is absent-mindedly painting your love's toenails black while watching horror movies.

Emo love is driving around in the middle of the night, blasting Say Anything...
...and ending up at a diner sharing a plate of eggs and toast.

Emo love is fighting each other for a bit more of the Jack Skellington bed comforter.

Emo love is knitting a scarf in your love's favorite color...
...and giving it to him/her for no real reason.

Emo love is holding hands while watching your favorite band play live.

Emo love is not being afraid to cry in front of the person you love.

Emo love is having a special ringtone on your phone just for your love.

Emo love is giving the person you love a copy of your favorite book with highlighted phrases and dog-eared pages.

Emo love is sharing your iPod headphones while you're sitting at the laundromat together.

Emo love is gay, straight, or bisexual.

Emo love is special...
...but then again, what love isn't?

Konvensyen Program Usahawan Muda at MRSM Serting Negeri Sembilan

Assalamualaikum..sorry I was away for a week.As I told you I was attending the Konvensyen of PUM MRSM se-Malaysia at MRSM Serting.It was a really pleasure thing going there.I got a lots and a lots of knowledge and experience..golden experience to be a better person in the future and also...friends.. emm..aku sebenarnya x berapa nak cekat nak cerita satu persatu peristiwa yang berlaku di situ.Hari Ahad..about 8.50 am...kami bertolak dari MRSM P.T kesayangan..ceh..syg konon.Macam biasa ape yg budak2 mrsm slalu bt kalu naik bas selain 'membuta'..tp aku susah sket nk dpt tidur coz aku tak penat.So ape yang aku buat ialah tgk lua tngkap and berfikir.





Kami sampai di pintu pgr mrsm Serting tepat kul 5.51 ptg..emm...msh ramai yg bru sampai waktu tu n aku pn x nyempat2 nk perhati org.Tapi, tobat aku kte..bdk2 MRSM ni sume mesra2.Aku bangga jd warga 'mara'.Aku,Akramah,Ada and Ana satu bilik AAB 15.Syarikat kami dpt gerai nombor 18 di kelas 5 At-Tabbrani di blok Rahman tak silap aku...satu kelas 2 syarikat.Bersebelahan syrikat kami, gerai nombor 19, syrkt MRSM Gerik...adillah..due2 lower form...due2 bdk form 3 sume.Emm..mlm kami pergi bncg mcm mane nk susun atur syarikat kami..decision dibuat..done.Aku cuba berckp ngan bdk-budak Gerik tp dorang nmpk mcm tak mesra lah..x pe cube lagi...kataku dlm brain.(Aku dh tekad nak tambah kawan...)





Hari Isnin...aku bgn kul 5.30 pg.Mandi..solat dan kemudian bersiap-siap untuk turun breakfast.Kami, all the girls, 8 org pergi sama-sama.Mula-mula masuk lagi aku dh jd semacam satu kejutan budaya..aik..tak buka kasut ke?aku bertanya diri sendiri..ahh..redah jelah..so kami masuk ke ds tanpa melakukan rutin kami jika di ds PT iaitu buka kasut.Aku tgk student2 mrsm lain..makan n makanan itu diletakkan dlm mangkuk.Aku dh send mesej dalam otak..ohh choco crunch timbang kot..oklah tu.TAPI anggapan aku slh...rupa2nya mihun goreng daa.Hmm...ambik jelah..air teh susu pn pelik je...Makan..ALAMAK! hangit lah...emm dugaan..inilah yg dinamakan pengalaman.Maunya dapat ke bdk2 PT makanan hangit...mengamuk sakanlah mereka..inilh masalah PT...kterang mcm terlalu dimanjakan.


Lepas breakfast terus kiteorang pergi ke gerai...kemas dan hias sperti yang dikehendaki.Masa-masa yang ada sepanjang hari itu dimanfaatkan utk hias gerai kerana esoknya ada penghakiman.Aku cuba lagi untuk bercakap dengan student Gerik..emm oklah..senang kate dorang memang pendiam.Yang laki perempuan sume same.Kecuali sorang student permpuan dia yang skarang ni dh jadi kwan aku..huhu.Mlm....kbnykkan gerai dh siap hias ramailah dr mrsm lain dtg jalan-jalan kat gerai kiteorang.Aku pun rase nak pergi lawat jugak..tapi..nanti-natilah dulu..aku tak puas lagi tengok sorang budak Gerik tuh..hekhek.So aku duduk...borak-borak..susun-atur mane tak puas hati and try jadi penyambut tetamu.Kecek Kelate SiKit!

Selasa...hari penghakiman.Debaran terasa.Aku jadi cashier..err..aku malas nak bercakap dgn judge lah..and....bdk tu pun jadi cashier gak..emm bialah..abaikan..perasaan mane ade yang boleh sekat.So judge dtg...Aleeya and Fariz yg present.Some of us pg business games.Supposednye Nazrin yg kne bt persembahan kat gerai tapi dia nak masuk business games.Biarlah dia...Slpas penghakiman aku and Sue pg lawat sume gerai yang ada kat ctu.All 41 MRSM's.Emm...mlm tu aku swoh Ana bagi buku nota aku kat budak2 Gerik swoh dowang tulis num fon.Eh lupe...pagi tu aku brjaya bercakap ngan bdk 'tu' and budak perempuan yang aku kate peramah tu.Name bdk pompuan tu pn aku tau tp name bdk 'tu' aku tak pasti sgt (dah tau skrang)..ok so I got their phone num! Finally!So aku trus mesej ngan bdk ppuan 2....


Rabu..aku, Sue,Zikri and Ja-e kne pg lwtan ke ladang kambing boer and Teratak Za'aba.Antara pengetahuan yang aku peroleh ialah...ladang kambing tersebut merupakan the biggest ladang kambing boer kat Malaysia.Bangga sekejap dpt pergi.Seekor kambing betina harga dalam lingkungan RM 2300 manakala kambing jantan dr RM 2500 hingga RM 50000..emm..perniagaan yang untung tapi bnyk cabaran.Bkn senang nak pelihara beratus-ratus ribu kambing tu..emm wallahuallam.Majlis penutup...grand giler! walaupun maktab kami x menggondol apa-apa anugerah tapi tak per...kami tetap berbangga menjadi antara 615 org yg hadiri national konvensyen ini.Syifa...gle skit malam niey...emm.


Khamis....x NAK BALIK!!!!! AKU STILL NAK DUDUK TEPI GERAI MRSM GERIK!huhu....aku ngan dy berbals kim salam...bole lah...bdk ppuan tu yg tlg sampaikan..aku pn tlg dy..emm..balik btolak kul 7.30 pg...aku ingt nk tgk student Gerik dlu tp x smpat...bialah....kami sedey...nk tgglkan bumi SERTING.Serting..panjang umur kita jumpa lagi! Will keep these memories deep in my heart.....


p.s. bnyk lg gambr...gi kat myspace aku tau....